Ever feel like crying?

Like right now. It happens to be 11 o'clock at night. I am lonely and kinda really sad. The stress and pressure have gotten to my head. The guy i really like(Trevor Jurgens) is with some slut. and paraded around with her hand in his today, in front of me. Bummer yeah and sometimes things just don't work out, but i really could use a hardcore no laugh cry right now. It doesn't help that my best friends dog ran away last night, and has yet to come home. My heart aches for her, especially since her parents don't give a damn about the dog. Maura loves Matt!!! by the way as an extra body for my love triangle!